Sorry I took hella long to reply -.- BUT as of right now…I am good. Anxiously awaiting DC pride !! :)
When my mom’s out in public, she sends me pictures of lesbians she sees.
Jesus I envy that relationship.
Yeah you’re right. I hope it is also. Thanks though, forreal.
Without you…I am free to be me…without you I feel like I can spread my wings and leave all this stress behind me. Without you I do me. I am free to feel how I really feel and not hide the real me. I’m sorry…I tried to love you as you are but on some real shit…..I loved you at my fullest then I learned you were fuckin me over…I’m sorry. Now that I can love freely. I can’t love you. I want to be happy like I used to be…I am sorry
Yeah. with that you are definitely right. But with everything I’ve gone through and when all this shit has happened to me makes me just say fuck it. I swear I am 100% better off without being tied down to the person who made me crazy like this. I feel free, at ease when I am without them.
I want that love where even if you wanted, there is not enough space in the world to hide the happiness. A love where passion is leaking out of all corners. A love that sends chills down my spine whenever I see you. Love that makes you feel so stupid but you don’t give a fuck because its the best…Someone show me that kind of love still exists because hope has faded…
That is a definite yes. There is no legit “evidence” telling me that I shouldn’t have given this person one last chance. The only thing is my dreadful thoughts. I swear all these negative thoughts just poison my brain. & on everything I try to ignore these thoughts and all I succeed in is pushing it to a dark corner of my head where it can later reappear. -____-
That’s what I tell myself. I keep thinking suck it up and get through this fucked up shit. Then again…how TF am I supposed to do that. See trying to learn to trust someone again after more than one fuck up, is not easy.
my eldest sister had a boyfriend when she was in fifth grade, but we moved away so they obviously couldn’t see each other. well, when she was in college her friend introduced her to some guy and it was her old boyfriend from fifth grade. after two days of catching up she told him she wanted to marry him. they’ve been married for ten years and have two kids together.
Reading that just poured a little bit of hope into my life…beautiful
Ehh. I’m living and healthy. But just a complicated fucking life i’m living -___-
you can pretend like I dont exist but I still made you whimper like a little bitch when you were about to cum
i need this printed on a t-shirt
How TF can you expect me to snap my fingers and trust you again. YOU…the same fucker who tore me apart, broke me down when I was at my most vulnerable. FUCK YOU! Now look at me…going insane over every little thing you tell me. My mind being flooded with so many negative thoughts. FUCK YOU! My mind is not at peace. When I let my mind rest, I am unwillingly taken back to all those times you looked me in the eyes and all that spilled out your mouth were lies. FUCK YOU! I’m forced to deal with you for 18 years but learning to trust you again seems so far out of reach. FUCK YOU! I try and try so hard to move on but the past still lingers and all your fuck ups are around me like fucking gnats. FUCK YOU! Fuck you and your feelings! Think about how broken I am because of you. So forreal fuck you and your feelings.